Friday, May 8, 2009
another dr visit
i had another dr visit in nashville today that was also very hard. this dr agreed that the wire needed to come out soon, but what was confusing was he thinks i may need to also get the sort of fusion that will connect my neck to my skull, i would have no movement whatsoever up, down, left or right. he also said that the wire removal is really risky and hard and he also has never seen it. i know all of the dangers and how rare it is but it still doesnt make it any easier to hear again. i had also been told previously that i could possibly need another fusion but i never heard that it would be such a drastic one...im so scared and sad about the whole thing. its also so hard to hear different things from different dr's and to know who is right~ i have no clue! it is all just too overwhelming for words~ all i could keep thinking while i was in the dr app was how much i wished my daddy was with me. somehow he could always make me feel safe, like everything would be ok. i miss him so much it hurts. please just pray for wisdom to know what we are suppose to do and for me to not lose hope. thanks again so much for taking time to read this.
Posted by ruthie sayles at 1:22 PM